As my head spins round and round not knwing
what's going on anymore, it still keeps on thinking and thinking about all the
things that's supposed to be going on. I have other things more important to
type than this thought of mine, but I need a break.
Have you ever felt that there's so many things to
do but when you think about it, you have lesser things to do than you
originally thought. But then you start to lie low and talk yourself into just
relaxing because you've got a small quantity of job that's left to be done.
Then you realize after a while that you've been relaxing too much and once
again, that small quantity turns into a large one and you start to over-think.
Anxiety. Stress. This is what kills me. If I were
to die right now, my cause of death might be due to palpitation. This is what I
deal with, what we deal with, in our day to day lives and are you not suprised
that you're still alive?
Life.Is.A.Cycle. We do one thing and then it
leads to another and so on and without us realizing, it already went full
circle to the one event that triggered it all.
Graduation. So near yet so far. There are a lot
of obstacles to go through and just when you see the light, you see the hurdles
more clearly. Sometimes, it's vague. It's vague because you just don't want to
see it. You choose not to see it. You choose to not be in reality and hide in
your little happy bubble not minding about the things to be done. But just like
everything, it ends. As we roll, roll, roll in our happy bubble, we come across
and obstacle that eventually pops our happy bubble and reality laughs its evil
laugh and we're lost.
Lost. Where have we gone to? We're too engrossed
with ourselves that when we come to realize what date it is, we have no idea
how we got there. if you look back at your life, I hope that you would be
amazed and think to yourself, "How the hell was I able to get here?"
And let this be your motivation when faced with difficult times. You got to the
next level because you survived the previous ones. You.Can.Do.It.
